its me.

Had a super funny dream just now. Haha just gotta post this or else i will forget.

I dreamt that my grandma wanted to get a second husband, so she went to korea with my dad to pick a husband. And somehow she picked HEECHUL!!! HAHAAHA. And i was like "HEECHUL OF SJ?!?!" and my grandma said that he was handsome. Lol and then i annouced to the whole world. And my grandma told me to get use to calling him grandpa. Haha AWKWARD!!!

BUT...the biggest disappointment came when he was alr on the plane and we were on the way to fetch him and and AND...I WOKE UP! ): i didnt even get to meet him face to face even in real life. Siannnn.

But ah well. Enjoyed my dream!

enjoying my holidays so far :) its not unproductive and there is so many things I want to do.

finally found time to:

read a book

rent movies to watch

pack my room

do QT

next on my list:

learn to cook

find a job

decorate my room

hopefully i will have a fulfilling holiday and not waste it like i always have

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"...The young, brash and impatient must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox."

- The Notebook

really loved this paragraph when I was reading it. it spoke to me really well. I've always been socially awkward and I really hate it when there is a momentary lapse of silence between me and somebody else. feel like there is a huge pressure on me to keep the conversation going. especially when i converse with someone im not im not close to, i tend to map out how the conversation should go in my head. really hate that aspect of myself ): i realised that sometimes, silence speaks volume and it may not be always a bad thing.

i think that in a way silence helps me distinguish who im genuinely close to and who im not...

a few more hours of mugging and i will officially complete my sec 4 exams. cant wait for it to be over.

emotions are so frightening. whether good or bad. they drive your thoughts and translate into irrational actions and words, changing you into someone...or something else

the world is such an unfathomable place ):

yet we cant live by without emotions. driven only by rules will only make the world heartless and void of compassion. i wish we could just retain only the pleasant emotions and people are always happy and have nothing ugly to hide.

sometimes i wonder why God created anger, fear, hypocrisy, jealousy. they just bring hurt to people.

im not being emo here. just came across something that makes me think.

shouldn't have read that. sometimes, ignorance is bliss...

info url: http://lao-tai-ma.bs.com title: the demure policy . version: 2.5 This skin was optimized for firefox and is ~~yet to be tested~~ rather screwed on internet explorer but still operational. The layout was coded by Joanna Morales. Much appreciated contribution from msndollies for the icon.	♥ ♥ ♥
	Yeah yeah, blah. Counters and whatever. :D	profile YO! laotaima is in the house! she's studying in RGS,in the class ~~104'08~~ ~~204'09~~ 314'10 1602 is THE DAY. If you wanna be my friend, you gotta tolerate all my gayness and randomness. I LOVE SUJU and SHINee!<3333 softball is loved!<3 last but most importantly, IM A CHILD OF GOD!<3 wishlist ■ Guitar lessons! ■ good results ■walk closer to God ■ happy all day long ■excel in softball ■type tee ■ celebrate christmas in a snowy place ■REAL DOG ■super junior to come to singapore ■super junior poster	5051877299494783010 date: Saturday, November 26, 2011 time: 6:55 PM comments: 0 Had a super funny dream just now. Haha just gotta post this or else i will forget. I dreamt that my grandma wanted to get a second husband, so she went to korea with my dad to pick a husband. And somehow she picked HEECHUL!!! HAHAAHA. And i was like "HEECHUL OF SJ?!?!" and my grandma said that he was handsome. Lol and then i annouced to the whole world. And my grandma told me to get use to calling him grandpa. Haha AWKWARD!!! BUT...the biggest disappointment came when he was alr on the plane and we were on the way to fetch him and and AND...I WOKE UP! ): i didnt even get to meet him face to face even in real life. Siannnn. But ah well. Enjoyed my dream! comment? 4468342296261566027 date: Wednesday, November 23, 2011 time: 12:05 PM comments: 0 enjoying my holidays so far :) its not unproductive and there is so many things I want to do. finally found time to: read a book rent movies to watch pack my room do QT next on my list: learn to cook find a job decorate my room hopefully i will have a fulfilling holiday and not waste it like i always have --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "...The young, brash and impatient must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox." - The Notebook really loved this paragraph when I was reading it. it spoke to me really well. I've always been socially awkward and I really hate it when there is a momentary lapse of silence between me and somebody else. feel like there is a huge pressure on me to keep the conversation going. especially when i converse with someone im not im not close to, i tend to map out how the conversation should go in my head. really hate that aspect of myself ): i realised that sometimes, silence speaks volume and it may not be always a bad thing. i think that in a way silence helps me distinguish who im genuinely close to and who im not... comment? 2373819832437225431 date: Wednesday, November 9, 2011 time: 8:33 PM comments: 0 a few more hours of mugging and i will officially complete my sec 4 exams. cant wait for it to be over. comment? 2879550300447666543 date: Saturday, November 5, 2011 time: 3:39 PM comments: 0 emotions are so frightening. whether good or bad. they drive your thoughts and translate into irrational actions and words, changing you into someone...or something else the world is such an unfathomable place ): yet we cant live by without emotions. driven only by rules will only make the world heartless and void of compassion. i wish we could just retain only the pleasant emotions and people are always happy and have nothing ugly to hide. sometimes i wonder why God created anger, fear, hypocrisy, jealousy. they just bring hurt to people. im not being emo here. just came across something that makes me think. shouldn't have read that. sometimes, ignorance is bliss... comment?	archives June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 August 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 recently a blogpost for a proper closure to the year. hmmm.... 6A chalet was AWESOMEEE. As usual. Haha.I really l... Had a super funny dream just now. Haha just gotta ... enjoying my holidays so far :) its not unproductiv... a few more hours of mugging and i will officially ... emotions are so frightening. whether good or bad. ... having encouraging friends give me instant happine... hate making decisions. i get stressed. i stress e... AH EMBARRASSED BY 204 GANG. but i had so much fun ... feeling better today :Dtoday i found out about som...	links Fairfield 6a'07<333333 andriana andyy charis charmaine crystal desiree elizabeth hui min isabel jaslyn jiayu jin han jing hui jing lin joan jonathan kimberly liwei maxene momo nikki rui jun ryan sarah sheree shi hui shi jia stephanie venessa victoria yanyi yingjiao zuo wei Rafflesians! softball batch blog <3 104'08 204'09 MS TAN adelle alethea alicia aliza amanda amanda chin arunima brenda cara celeste celine charmaine dayana ee iyn esna felicia ginteng jamie god angel jia hui jia ying jing han julia karen michelle ng michelle tan peiqi phyllis reetz samantha sara tarbet tracy vanessa R vanessa yap wanli winnie yingxin yunteng veronica victoria yeo yi jun zhengning church! aaron ariella dominique esther grace michelle	contact me before you tag I'd like to make a handful of things clear to all taggers. ■ Strictly no anonymous taggers allowed. ■ Vulgarism of all forms are prohibited. With that said, you may commence with your ~~nagging~~ tagging. talkbox