decided to blog after reading poh's blog post.

bah 2010 really flew past. OBS seemed so recent and guess what? its alr december hols. 2010 didnt start off well. i had this i-miss-sec2 syndrome and for the first few months i just cant seem to shake this feeling away.

there are times where i feel that 314 is bonded yet there are times i dont think we are. sometimes i may say stuff like "314♥" but most of the time i dont mean what i say.

i guess its just a culture shock? the vast difference between 314 and 204 is that 204 is very alive during lessons and i 314 is like super quiet. i thought its like a passing phase that all classes face because we were all so unfamiliar with one another, but even until the end, we were still like that. and during netcarn, i found out a lot about how the other sec2 classes were like. the way we handle netcarn really says a lot about a class. really miss those good old days in 204.

i wasnt really comfortable in expressing myself in 314 and im like neither here nor there. and thoughtout the year, i wished for a day where i will finally be able to act like myself in front of my classmates and can have heart to heart talks.

after getting to know my seatmates, falling in love with them and the class outing, i begin to feel good about 314(this is real). its like i found a place where i can finally be like retarded self and letting my guards down.

i remembered that when i asked 314 "do you prefer your former class or 314?" during class outing.

most answered 314, without hesitation. i couldnt even answer my own qns. but for now my ans would be 204.

But God placed me in 314 for a reason and i will just accept with joy :)

i hope 414'11 will be more bonded and talkative. 414'11 fighting!