i cant wait to go universal studios on thursday. i've been wanting to go since the start of time. hope wont kenna any accidents. :)
and i cant wait for post monday too. after the 3 papers, i will have(temporary) freedom. :)

but for now,i need to mug. ah im dying. i hardly have time to mug. kept busy the whole weekend. but actually im in no postition to use the word "busy" with only minimal duties of a mass dance captain and cca. compared to other people who take up third lang, leadership boards, tuitions and what not, im already considered very free. but i can never understand why they people take up so many commitments and keep themselves so busy and stressed leaving no time to take a breather. and when they are stressed, they complain. its your choice so live with it.
i rather choose freedom over fame. For me, the best thing is to go home everyday and have some time with my family, my shows and just stoning.

its the 1st week of school and im already dying. ):

today is the sa day and its im home early. :) i think i screwed up geog big time. LIKE TOTALLY. and im not those kinda people who say they screw up and yet they still get damn high. for me, screw up really is MAJOR SCREW UP.
surprisingly, i have a better feeling about english then geog even though i mugged so hard for geog and i didnt even touch english.
today before english and geog paper, i prayed with huizhen, louisa, crystal and kimberly. its like the first time i prayed with my friends before an exam and i think praying makes me feel better. thank you Lord for putting peace in my heart. and when i prayed, suddenly 1 Peter 5:7 struck me and im like woah, good timing.

yea so now im gonna study chem :)


"cast all your anxieties unto the Lord because he cares for you"

DADDDY WHY ARE YOU IN AUSTRALIA NOW?!?!

yesterday when i was about to start my geog aa then i realised that dad took the camera. i panicked like crap and he is only like gonna be back on sat and aa is due on mon. :O argh. i have no memory card and i cannot do anything. stoops. why you go take my camera and leave for autralia. now my geog aa is screwed.

anyway thank you crystal for lending me your thumbdrive. ♥ i owe you one. :)

aaahhh. homework homework homework. it didnt struck me that i had homework to complete until last night. i had been slacking on monday and tuesday. gosh im such an idiot. now i need to chiong commonwealth and geog aa and geog revision.
commonwealth is bleh. 1200 words? whatthecrap. there's a limit to how much i can crap. 1200? its way pass my limits. i dont get it, its not like i'll ever win anything...why must i write?

Today was the second day of SRCs. I got to play my first game against nan hua. Ching yee was deciding who to put for the game, then coach was like: mix la, play for experience, lost nvr mind one then he said u can put people like michelle. I stand down there stunned. Did I hear correctly or not. So i went to check the player line up and its the first time i saw my name in the 9. I was right field, last batter. Many things went through my head... excitement, happiness, fear and anxiety
I panicked a lot before the game but whem i realised coach not coming for the game so i calm down a little bit. Haha. Make mistakes a least i wont kenna scolded like crap. xD

When we fielded, this leftie batted a very nice pop fly ball which was obviously catchable but i think i too kan chiong then i missed by a wee bit. I faster go pick up and throw to emily but aiya too late.
Later when it reached my turn to bat i was super scared... Its like one against the whole world. And somemore it started with 1 ball 1 strike which made it worse. Yue zhen told me to bunt a good ball so im like ok i will try my best. The 1st pitch i thought it looked like a strike so i tried to bunt it but half way i realised it was too high but too late liao, it was a strike cause i swung at it. 2nd pitch i thought should i hit or not and i decded not to coz i thoughy maybe a ball and if i swing i will most likely swing at nothing. ah... but turned out to be a very nice strike so i gt striked out.
And this is the story of my first game. :)

Just like batting, life only presents you with a certain amount of chances. U could swing at it and make a very nice hit bringing you a long way or u could miss it and choose not to take it. All you got is 3 precious chances, either u hit it or you are striked out. We should make use of every opportunity that came our way and not let it slip by

an unplanned lunch turned out to be super fun. oh man i had great fun lunching with crystal louisa and mel. bunch of retards man but it was super gayy.
i think it was louisa or crystal who suggested walking to shaw to save money so we were like "ok good idea." but later we found out that the 'short cut' suggested by mel was totally -.- it turned out to be super long and weird. but along the way we laughed like mad chickens.

and when we (finally) arrived at shaw, we ate at macs. louisa's braces wire broke so she was eating like a salvage? anyway its just messy and she realised that she was late for her CmPS meeting. so crystal wrote a excuse letter for her on a subway tissue -.-. super toot and then we sticked a mcdonald stamp over with chilli sauce. hahahah. super funny.

AH ♥ the retards.

now my left hand is hurting ): i am throwing wrongly. ahhh. this is so depressing.

this week has been really really busy. ah i guess is the very bad planning of time thats why our there is a mad rush towards the end. esp from tuesday to last night/this morning. but im really very thankful to zann, huiyu, louisa and marie. thanks a million:)

LJ week is like the best week of the year so far. its quite slack and no lessons, no homework. :) somemore no school today. haha. camwhoring at rsaf is really fun. i suddenly found out that our classis aVERY VERY camwhore-ry class. like we are jumping from one plane to another, and saying "OMG LETS TAKE A PICTURE WITH THIS PLANE".
sad thing is that tmr is the end of lj, end of fun. after that is SAs. ):

lunched with kim and daya. epic convos. haha. and they bought me super junior posters. <3<3<3
that got me happy throughout the whole training :) but some PIECE OF THING got me annoyed by asking us to pack up. -.-

next week is SRCs. i cant wait. i think that the most memorable times i had last year was during SRCs @kallang. although the place was crap but being with batchies was really the best part la.cereals <3
hopefully i will get to play at the aes game?

i jus came back from the ri bdiv finals. its so exciting to watch. some guy made 2 homeruns. like what? even making a homerun is so difficult for us, and yet he made 2. ahhhh...i feel so motivated to train hard and become champs next year.