its over for bdiv.
although i've never really experience what they are feeling right now, but im sure the feeling you get when you put your heart and soul into something you love, and what you get is nothing but a huge disappointment, sucks.

our batch had a batch talk today, and jocelyn told us that they let us down and mostly coach down so we should not let history repeat itself and we decided that we must hard work and strive towards winning nats next year. we are doing this because we want to win, we are doing this because we love softball, we are doing this for coach, we are doing this to prove that we are strong. WE ARE DOING THIS BECAUSE WE REALLY WANT IT AND WE ARE ONE. i really really really love softball and my batch. my batch is like a family to me. i feel super comfortable in cereals. your classmates change every 2 years but batchmates are there for your entire 4 years. CEREALS!♥
and i think that coach is really awesome cause he bears with our everything and continue believing that his girls are always the best and paying for our equipments from his own pocket despite how we've not really acted as a team and how we are always not giving our best during matches and training, how the school system sucks and how little he is paid,but he never abandoned us to find greener pastures .coach is the best. thank you coach for being our coach.
im suddenly so motivated to train and my goal is to get on the field at least once.

and 314 won class decor, it came to me as a surprise coz our class is like hmmm...idk how to say...just not the first prize material. everybody was woah our class like that also first arh. super funny. but i guess that winning this is really significant to 314 as its like our first thing that we won and it really shows that we can work well? but im really happy that we won. :)